what it's like right about now
It's a week until I can take the test. Maybe more than a week. Maybe a week's good. I'll decide in a week, when I'll do it. I'll do it as soon as I can. I'll wait to do it until the test would be more definitive. I'll do it on Sunday. Wednesday. Thursday. Monday. No, Sunday.
Yeah, I probably am. I doubt I am. Relax. Relax. I should relax.
P.S. Finn today, to me:
I want to hold your face. (He holds it.)
I want to pick it up. (He pats it.)
I want to take it off you. (!)